I don`t remember when
When I was a child I often wondered where I was the second before I was conceived, was I not already me?
I also wondered where and who I will we be the second after death, will I still be me?
Appearing out of nowhere terrified me, but disappearing all together paralysed me.
I can`t remember the life I had before I was born, but
As I move on can I remember my life here? I pray, I pray, oh I pray that I do.
Because the demise of forms seems so cruel
I miss you mommy, I miss you daddy, I don`t hear and feel you anymore
Do you miss me, still see and hear me, oh I pray, I Pray that you do
I long for the time we had together, and remember it often
It makes me wonder what this life means with or without a beginning or an end.
Why have you blinded us with such mystery and armed us with such awareness
Why do I know I exist, why do I know I`m alive
Dear God, Dear Spirit, Dear Universe
You see, you must have known about my curiosity, you must have known about my searching
About trying to find who I am, who you are, what this is
So if you must have known when you created me, I must conclude you are inside of me
Separation is only an illusion, something I learned to believe when awareness set in
So without a single step, I begin the journey to the stillness within
No beginning, no end, I can`t wait for that moment to be
As I immerse myself in the eternal now